January 31, 2004

"...style of procrastination and lackadaisical attitude..."

Mr. Chan sure has a weird sense of humour...as demonstrated in his latest email about the CAP assignments. *lol*

Spent a long time playing with the jian yesterday afternoon X_x Now my arm is all like, cramped. It was worse this morning I think...had difficulty even trying to move my arm to scratch my back. I'm amazed...it's actually worse than the time Ic punched my arm really hard (it cramped for 3 days) O.o;;

Got a little bug recently and started playing Dragon Warrior Monsters 2 (Tara's adventure) again. Now I'm trying to get Lamia, one of the secret ? types. It's like, so CUTE!! Another secret is Dimensaur...that's the strongest monster in the game. But nearly impossible to get...it depends a lot on your luck. I wanna try without sharking the monsters. Sharked Dimensaurs stop growing at level 9, meaning you cannot breed them to make them even more powerful. That's all I know...gotta search for more.

Bought RO: War of Emperium because I couldn't wait for Ic-chan any longer X_x Besides, it's got a nice box. Yay. About the installation problem...I dunno yet, but have you
1. uninstalled the previous version? (and let up some free space)
2. Got the instructions mixed up?
3. Got the correct settings & hardware? (I think this shouldn't be a problem)

Otherwise, I wouldn't know. Yeah.

Trying to get the WebSameGame to work for me...but I dunno CGI at all O.o;;; I did stuff exactly as the instructions said...but it's doesn't work. Hmmm. Maybe I'll ask someone to help...someone who's got this thing working before (i.e. a Japanese person 'cuz...I don't know of anyone else who has got it working who isn't Japanese o_o )(I'LL BE THE FIRST!! Gyahaha!! *gets hit by a flowerpot*)

Heh...I forgot what I was gonna do now...never mind. I've crapped quite enough...ja mata minna :D

ShikuroNEKU's mood: calm

January 28, 2004

In memoriam of Dane-Dane, who died 28 of January 2004...

Yeah. He's dead...the first rabbit I actually had...
I got him for $50, cage and all from a shop after he was abandoned...by that time he was already big and a few years old. Now that I think of it, I regret having lost interest over time...at first I used to see him everyday...then school, homework and other stuff just started to come in, and I had hardly enough time for him anymore, even though I did visit him once in a while. I remember when I got another rabbit, I was like, fussing over the newbie, whose cage was just next to Dane's, and I think he got jealous or something and peed on my leg. It didn't make me angry...just that I realised that I had been neglecting him all this while, and he was just lonely...
Maybe like I was sometimes, except that I never did show it much.
The last time I went to see him, it was days, probably weeks ago. If I had gone to see him earlier this morning, I might have been able to see him, alive, for the last time in his life. I'm crying now...not that it'll help...but I can't control it. I'm probably guilty. And I'm really surprised to see that no one else in the family is even close to crying...am I too sensitive? I don't know. I don't care. I'm just too upset to bother. Just when I had a not so perfect day. Getting mad for the first time in school, at Fiona, forgetting to leavesome extra Pocky in the box when offering it to people, having so much homework...there's just not much I can do now...I just hope that his spirit, or whatever, is at ease...hope that if he can feel it, he doesn't blame me for being so bochup. Is there anything I can do? ...

Maybe I'll leave a page on my webbie, just dedicated to Dane-Dane.

Life is precious...It's just there, and if you don't treasure someone, you might regret it later, when that person is gone, and you've decided that that person had been important to you, and you haven't spent enough time with him/her/it. Which is why I try to be nice to all my friends when I have the chance to, and regret it when I miss it. Which is why I love my life, and why I think suicides are utterly pointless, and are just useless wastes. Think about it...have you talked to any of your closest friends today? Have you ever thought about what life would be like without them? Give it a thought...

I guess...that's helped me feel better...I really hope this is the only sad blog post that'll ever be here. But there's always the inevitable. Those that you can't prevent...the only way through is to live it the best you can, and be content with it.

That's enough of a rant...20 minutes of it. If you see me with eyes red as a rabbit's tomorrow, you'll know why. Mata.

ShikuroNEKU's mood:

January 26, 2004


Bleh. Internet wizard dot be stopped its free webhosting services. Sheesh. At least I have other host sites...but none of them are working. How sad. I think I have one more chance with madsims if this one fails...unless you're willing to sacrifice your email address for me. Hehheh.

Ne...gonna play RO again X3 I hope tomorrow. My bro's bugging me to let him complete the swordsman test, and I'm almost ready for the mage one XD Ic-kun, don't forget or I'll be naming you as Ic-CHAN for the rest of your life. XD Or until I get the CD. XD

Crap blogging now. Just finished some touch-ups on my IRS Proposal, gotta go now. XD

Sore ja, mata, minna!

ShikuroNEKU 's mood: happy

January 24, 2004

X3 I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaack!

lol. So I am :D I'll crap on my holiday when I have the time.

I uploaded mood icons (on photobucket XD gallery =
)X3 It'll make the blog less gloomy XD (lol. There's like, 2 regular visitors...)

XD Therefore, I shall take my leave already. XD Ja mata minna!


ShikuroNEKU is currently hyper

January 20, 2004


X3 I got a cjb.net address! So when you visit, expect like, a few popups...but at least they're popups and not banners. Banners are horrible. lol. It's not up yet, but you can have the address already:
AND, any message sent to an email address ending in @fallen-phoenix.cjb.net will be sent to my mail account :D So fun.

Ahhhh...the modem didn't work until I rebooted the whole thing once, and restarted it like, twice...it gets fussier by the day, I tell you. It actually worked once at top speed with a microfilter...then it wouldn't work with it...then the speed dropped from 3.4mbps to 2.8mbps. I hate it, really.

I figured how to work FTP...:D

Oh yeah, I watched the 6.30pm news and guess what! X3 I saw Claire and Wu Dani(is that how it's spelt? O.o;;) and...the back of my head in the hall. *gets hit by a flowerpot* Ah ha...Ic-chan wasn't there...pity...really shuai today ne, Ic-chan♥ =^_^=♥


Oh no you didn't see that heart...you -didn't-*growls*...RIGHT?!...*toasts you*

^^;;; Hehheh.

Sigh. I'm really off my agenda today...Have to hurry with FTP, CSS, HTML, ASP, CGI, etc.etc.
Just as a test...
f a l l e n p h o e n i x
Will that be good for a site name? O.o;;; Figured the last one sounded really lame after some time...give me your opinion, ok? XD

Anyways, I gotta do work...on my webby I mean...therefore, ja mata minna! X3

ShikuroNEKU is currently on speed overload X___________X;;;

January 19, 2004

FTP wa itai...

lol...I dunno how to use FTP O.o;;; Right now it's trial and error. Hopefully I'll get a whole chunk of the site up on Internetwizard.be tomorrow. :D

Whee...I shall now quote a few things I heard in class:
Sam: "Are you going on holiday?"
Me: "Yeah."
Sam: "*picks up pen to write on the little class list* Where?"
Me: "Sentosa!"
Sam and someone else (Silin I think): "Chay!"

Yingling: "Mr. Cheong's hair looks like ice-cream!"
HL: "Don't make me hungry! Later I got footdrills!"
Me: "*agrees* *thinks*We're all starving before recess..."

lol Right now I'm -supposed- to be typing a letter to this Chinese school thingamajig...but I'll finish in 5 minutes. Guarantee, with my typing speed X3

Yup. Going to Sentosa...and show off my AXN cap XDDD M.A.G.E. Fans, beware...
It'll be this Wednesday XD

Ya...I think I'll stop here...mata minna!

ShikuroNEKU is currently blank, as always O_.;;;

January 14, 2004

lol...new web address coming up.

Yup. Internet Wizard dot be accepted my application. X3 But...I can't login! Maybe I'll wait a little more before complaining. Hmmm. So you'll have to wait before you see me update as usual again. Oh wait...illusionfxnet hasn't replied...I wonder if they'd considered my application yet...and di.ORG too. O.o;;;;

I'm speeding now. Got tuition later. Chinese. Ic-chan, my teacher's got this Zhuan Shu dictionary...I'll see if your "qian" actually exists or not. XDDDD

Haven't got a reply for the injenn.net email yet...but I'll wait. PATIENCE.

Okays...illusionfxnet is really slow. I -still- haven't got a reply.

Yup. Requested something on the art trade...I haven't seen the person's art yet tho. Hmmm. Never mind...the more requests sent to me, the better. O.o;;; My hand is now getting lazier and lazier. And after CNY I can't use the comp anymore~ ;_; That means no more tabby pics until like, the next holiday...prolly not even the term break. June hols maybe...which also means no more RO-ing until then. *sighs*

Which suddenly reminds me of something I saw on Kids Central One Minute of Fame once(in 2003)...there was this little comment sent to the thing...the weird thing is that the sender was...a "Ying Zhen, 13". O_o I was like, "What?! Ying Zhen? *mutters* I'm really going nuts this time..." I never asked YZ about it tho. O.o;;;

Oh, and I have this little bottle of water with the words "RO water" printed on it. XD It actually stands for "Reverse Osmosis". XDDDDD

Gaaah...Spent like, an hour on my lit exercise book cover last night...y'know, I showed Pnut...it was a pic of Animal Farm. XD I'll scan it in somedays to show y'all, or if you like, ask me in school. At the moment Mr. Cheong's already abducted it, so...not now. O_o;;;;;

In class, Mr. Cheong was asking what curlecued meant. Tien suggested that it was "curling, then barbecuing." XDD

btw, PCCG first topic for sec 2 is vision vs. mission...which really amused me. Thus I shall quote Heero:
"For the MISSION!" *selfdestructs*
Wei Jia told me that little quote that greatly amused me...XD After class both of us were still quoting Heero. Haha.

Oh, and during recess, this *stick* found in the broom closet, well...sorta made Fiona very violent ^^;;;; She was fighting for it...it's like, 1m long, diameter about 1.5-2 inches. XDD Weird, no?

Come to think of it, last night I tried a little typing speed test. I note that I tend to type sense faster than nonsense letters...going at a max of 54 wpm when typing words randomly crammed together into a sentence. I believe I can go faster than that, but...nonsense, as I said, slows me down. ^^;;;

Whoops. I hear the teacher coming...I shall log off now. Ja mata minna ^^

ShikuroNEKU is currently blank-_.;;

P.S. I won't be on the net on CNY. Only the Friday after that. I'll be in Sentosa X3

January 13, 2004

Blargh. *whumph*

I'm bored...after an oekaki pic and homework (actually I'm still doing O.o;;;) Let's see...today wasn't really interesting...unless you count the fact that I ate a very mushy Kitkat before DDC and I sqwauked(sp? O.o;;;) at least 5 times today. Otherwise, nothing eventful...o.o;;;;

Found another free web host...that works ASP and CGI scripts! Yay! X3 I'll have to get into this...

Applying for an Injenn.net email...so from later onwards you can also reach me @ shikuroneku@injenn.net! XDD Don't spam tho. I've had enough of that...oh, and I'm also a staff member @ Injenn.net ;) As profile converter. i.e. Copy and paste HTML. Yay. And I'm in the art swap thing...and I'm waiting for requests O.o;;;;

Go see
and look at the background. Ic-chan -should- remember that I drew that pic...unless your brain is a sponge that doesn't hold water. (Quote me on that)

Anyways, I don't want to risk anyone finding me blogging when I'm supposed to be doing homework, so...ja mata minna! XD

ShikuroNEKU is currently @ 50wpm Whoa, that's fast.

January 09, 2004


Yeppy, I'm learning ASP now X3 Whee.

I've signed up at madsims for a web account(again) Ya.

ROShin is now base lvl 11/12, job lvl 9. I have just discovered that Chonchons are helpful.

Gotta go now. Ja mata ^_^

ShikuroNEKU is currently speeding once again -_-

January 07, 2004

Kodomo ga tabararemasu ka? (can you eat children?)

Quote my Jap teacher Satou-sensei. XD

Meh...whatwasIgonnasayagain (as one word)...oh yeah, Yingling's word of the week is "tragic". It's catchy, considering the possible uses of it...when someone tells you that not everyone's handed in their work yet..."tragic". When someone tells you that the milk's run out..."tragic". When someone tells you all you have for breakfast again is a breakfast bar..."tragic". Amazing uses for just one word. Wooooooooow.

As of the moment, Shin(RO) is now base lvl 10, job lvl 8. Thanx to Ic-CHAN's tip. I killed like, heckk know how many Porings. Halfway through I hit 100 jellopies and sold them all O.o;;; And found someone selling potions required to upgrade the job to mage...so I bought them. Yay. I still have like, 2,000+ zeny left, and hardly any more recovery items O.o;;; Was impatient yesterday and didn't bother to wait for my health to recover before killing any more Rodafrogs and Willows O.o;;;

btw, I did my 2nd site layout :D It won't be on Brinkster tho. I'm waiting for my illusionfx.net or darkillusions.org application(s) to get through. illusionfx.net will prolly be by this week if they consider my application okay. XD And I'll get a subdomain. I still need to do my site buttons tho. And the link buttons. And the CSS. Aaaargh! *dies**is revived*

Got one of those little cards on ring thingy...where you write notes...yup. For revision.

Oh yeah Ic-chan, is Brenda the one from TNS we met? I don't remember already...I think so y'know...hmm...but I haven't seen her yet. Oh, and my mortal is a certain Melissa from 1/11 X3 I dunno...I think it was the register number that made me choose her...O.o;;; Amazingly, nearly all the 1/11-ers had angels already. Hmmm.

Angels make me think of Neon Genesis Evangelion...lol. I figure it's actually fine to call me Shin-chan...which refers to Shinji ("Shin-chan's Room" is drawn in nice and clear in the manga...O.o;;;) Go figure.

lol...btw, I thought the Ic-chan obsession would go off after the holidays...seems it hasn't. O_o You know what I'm talking about. I sure you know. Shoo, shoo. Go onto the next paragraph and ignore me...O.o;;;

Ne...I gotta do my work now. Ja mata minna :D

ShikuroNEKU is currently feeling somewhat hardworking =._.= ;;;