私は落鳳凰だ…今日、私本当に寂しい…あなたと話したい…
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私、あなたが大好き。でも…あなたは、私が好きだの…？
私は落鳳凰だ…今日、私本当に寂しいだよ…
私は落鳳凰だ…今、私本当に寂しい…あなたが見たい…
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私、あなたが大好き。でも…あなたは、私がいい子じゃないだと思っている…
これはがあなたの思いは…かも知りません。
私は落鳳凰だ…今、私本当に寂しいよ…
私は、あなたのことまだ大好き…イカルス君…
...Well. I'll leave it up to you to translate it.
Typed it on Word as a random thought and it expanded to this much...I'm sure there are enough mistakes in there to fill up 2 buckets.
I'm lonely...I'm bored...sick and tired of waiting for people, my friends to talk to me, to post, to update...the worst part is that the people I wait for most eagerly never post/update in centuries...I still ask myself why I'm this optimistic when I check my tag-board and my devART account for comments every 5 minutes and discover that no one's bothered to comment, or is just offline. I still ask myself why I actually bother to check, post and update my stuff myself...I suppose I'm just hoping that updating my stuff more often will inspire others to do so too. I try at least to make sure others don't get irritated with me...tho I think people get irritated more often than I want it to happen.
I love to type when I'm in this sort of mood. Because...I write better when I feel less optimistic than I usually do. I don't know why. When I'm fuming, when I'm upset, when I'm just more pessimistic than I usually am...I type better. Look at my previous posts...and the mood I typed them in...
More optimistic posts at
http://shikuroneku.deviantart.com/
However I tend to digress a lot from my original topic(s).
I'm still waiting...and waiting...for the people, the friends who don't update, don't post and never ever will...
I...shall wait...ja mata...
~ShikuroNEKU
ShikuroNEKU's mood: lonely 寂しい
